^i'm not really alarmed, my mood thing just isn't working

that guy who liked me and was gonna take me on a date? yeah, i stepped on a wasp two hours til the actual thing (thank goodness) so i was able to get out of it. Geez, i wish i had a frinking backbone, that way i could tell the guy that i just want to be friends, but i freeze up and get all stuttery man, and can't frinking do it! :headslam: I mean, i was grateful to step on a wasp man. I'm borderline Allergic to the bastards!!

yeah, talked to mr. wheat, told him not to call anymore, and so far he's complied. which sucks, cause i don't get to be mean to him now. lately all i've been doing is watching crappy musicals, reading crappy (and smutty) yaoi's online, reading crappy yaoi's on different fanfiction sites, and playing kingdom hearts, while eating obscene amounts of Oriental ramen.

Oooh, my daddy finished the wiring on Stronghold, and called the inspecter guy, and got a good report! now we just gotta put up the sheetrock, call the inspecter guy again, and get permanent electricity, and then we can move in. Notice i said nothing about flooring. or cielings. or the rest of the plumbing. or air conditioning. just walls. Hmm, such a choice here.
On the one hand, i could live in the Shack for a little longer, with it's mold, rotted floors, mice in the cieling, walls, and floor. and no cold water in the kitchen.
On the other hand, i could live at Stronghold, with no mold, and sturdy floors, but no AC, no kitchen, no cielings, and possibly very little lights.
wait, this really is a hard choice >:/

oh well.

I've been reading the GUARDIANS of GA'HOOLE and have adopted a couple of it's curse words, like frink. The series is so cute, i just love it to pieces, but there is like, no good fanart, which really sucks. I'm thinking of drawing some, but havn't decided yet. I'm at that lovely time of the month, where i could draw the best masterpiece in the history of art, and still think i won't amount to anything. And of course, my best friend in the whole world is kind of in mexico at the moment.

To talk about my baby, he's doing great when he isn't tormenting anyone ^^. He's about 11 weeks old now, and is getting so big! He's also getting fat though, he's heavier than his sister!

hmm, i can't think of anything else. oh, sorry if i don't update much, too busy melting my brain to upload any of the crap i've drawn lately, though there is one thing, an awesome profile i drew when i was bored that looks pretty good. eh, i'll get around to it sometime


Some of the crappy yaoi's i've been reading:

A Sex Therapist [link]
Plot: 2/5, doesn't really have a continuous plot, they're more like episodes.
Naughty stuff: 5/5, a little bit of everything eh?
Art: 4/5, really good and unique, but still vaguely "generic"
Summary: A series of people visit the bar named Kain for a little more than drinks. For kicks let's call it sex therapy.

Cut [link]
Plot: 3/5, very emo, but touching
naughty stuff: 2/5, all censored and in pieces
art: 1/5, ten to one you've seen ten other yaoi's drawn just like it.
summary: Sakaguchi is in a sexual relationship with his step father that is abusive, but he enjoys the pain because it helps mask darker memories from his past. He then meets another student who also has a troubled background who may be the person to help him stop his self-inflicted pain.

Love Neco [link]
Plot: 4/5, cute, a little cheezey, a little quarky, and alot funny
Naughty stuff: 2.5/5, just little stuff at the moment, nothing to really judge by.
art: 3/5, kinda unique... almost.
summary: A new twist on the "love doll" genre. Tempted by an internet advertisement for a "Necoco" doll series, Eiji orders one on a whim, imagining a moe-tastic hadaka-apron-wearing girl to show up on his doorstep. Instead he gets a scrappy looking boy, and to make matters worse... he's an aggressive, tough-talking little brat.

yeah that's about it, 'cept for loveless.